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    You're in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won't tell you that he loves
    you, but he loves you. And you feel like you've done something terr-
    ible, like robbed a liquor store, or swallowed pills, or shoveled yourself
    a grave in the dirt, and you're tired. You're in a car with a beautiful boy,
    and you're trying not to tell him that you love him, and you're trying to
    choke down the feeling, and you're trembling, but he reaches over and
    he touches you, like a prayer for which no words exist, and you feel your
    heart taking root in your body, like you've discovered something you
    don't even have a name for.

'You Are Jeff' by Richard Siken (2005)

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I told myself I wouldn't post until I finished my help_japan fic but it was fluttershy's birthday yesterday and I couldn't not. Happy birthday you ♥

This is a remix of Icarus. It is extraordinarily unorganised and unfinished with only bits and pieces written. I lost the motivation for this parts way through but I still want fluttershy to see it anyway ♥ I hope you like it!

Split into "before" and "after." This is the first part, "before."

feathers and wax; (and a fuckton of hope and ambition) before

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Plot is completely stolen from the manga Charisma Doll by Kurahashi Erika, and belongs to her. It follows it almost exactly with very, very minor changes. (This is forever unfinished.) Let me just point out that though there are copious amounts of Jonghyun/Amber, it is mostly Amber dealing with herself and f(x)'s interactions with each other.


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